Grief-Stricken
It’s a few days after Aman’s elimination. Prithvi, Sobhit and I are heading down for lunch after practice. But something hits me inside, and I don’t want it to show in front of them, so I excuse myself and head back to the dance room. I open the door, close it again, lock it, and collapse into a ball. The tears come quick. Tears for Aman. Tears for the rest of the dancers who got eliminated, and more tears for the ones who are in danger of getting eliminated. No tears for me, whether I’d get eliminated or not. It’s just for everyone else. My sobs are soft, so that no one listens. It’s probably muffled from outside. I bury my face in my knees and cry and cry and cry. It’s just because Aman is out. I wonder whether it would’ve been better if he was eliminated, but he could stay in Mumbai until the show ends. However, he packed up his bags and went back to Delhi. Him not being here is like he’s dead. That’s how hard-hit I am. That’s how hard-hit maybe Prithvi is, too. T...